Thoughts of a simple woman

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2011-12-12T19:35:00.000-08:00

Work

2011-12-03T20:26:00.000-08:00

Another beautiful day at work has come and gone. The strong and powerful wind, the smell of a roaring campfire, the gentle rays of the setting sun across the lake, the clear skies of a starry night, the various wildlife that is discovered....these are the things that make me love going to work everyday. Most people work because of money, I work because of the natural beauty that is part of this world. There is such an incredible blessing that I feel when I go to work each day. It is almost like a calling. How many people can say that they truly love what they do? I know I will never get rich from my job, in fact I probably struggle more than most people I know, but being able to say that I enjoy what I do is so meaningful to me.There is so much more to work than money. Take today....I think about how much I am behind with my bills, or how little food I have in my fridge right now, and even thinking about how I am going to stretch my last 30 bucks for another week and a half and how I am going to feed my children or get them Christmas gifts....but yet the fact I get to go to work tomorrow is such a blessing and I am incredibly grateful.I keep my faith that everything will work out and that my struggles will eventually end if I keep moving forward each day doing all I can! Its not just the fact of having a job, but its the fact of enjoying the work that I have been given. I see so many people in life take the average work day for granted as if they do not want to be there or even try to do their best. People see it as a chore rather than an opportunity for growth. Each day a person can learn more if they set out to. I take each day as a gift to help others, to be the best me I can....to be the best friend, coworker, team player, park member... Sure, I still have my worries about how I am going to survive on such little money, but I will never complain that I have a job or that someone put their trust in me to be the best I can be. I wont complain about the hours or having to work Christmas. I wont complain about the extreme weather or the strict rules that come from supervisors. It really is an honor when people have faith in you to do a job. Its even more of a blessing to me as I know how bad the economy is at the moment and so many people are still looking for work. That was me not to long ago and it will be me again when I go off season shortly. But the importance of loving what you do is really the essence of how to live a happy life. What will come from this experience, I do not know but as long as I honor myself and the place where I work, then anything is possible. The economy may be bad, but despite it, anything is still possible. Just have to BELIEVE!

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Thank you dear Lord for this opportunity. I just pray that financially I can get caught up so my kids can achieve more than I possibly can at this moment!

Decorating

2011-12-01T15:36:00.000-08:00

You gotta love the holiday season and kids!!!!!! Not sure who is more decorated, Sarah or the tree!

Playtime

2011-12-01T15:32:00.000-08:00

More play time outside.....Oh the fall is so lovely. I just wish more kids would re discover the joy of being outside instead of the computer, the phone......

Play

2011-12-01T15:30:00.000-08:00

Remember when kids actually went outside to play instead of being on Facebook?

What I am thankful for......

2011-11-24T19:47:00.001-08:00

Oh what a beautiful day. Its a day to be thankful for all that is good in this life. Its a time to remember all those who mean something to us. Its a time to think back and remember those dreams that we have for ourselves and to remind ourselves to keep following our dreams.No matter what anyone tells you, the things that make up our spirit, our passion for life is extremely unique and should always be cherished. I admit, I feel guilty some that I haven't written anything in so long. I have been caught up in the routine of everyday life that I lost track of this beautiful hobby I like to do called blogging, or writing as some like to call it. Blogging always gave me an outlet to let all the words and craziness in my head out. After all, who are you if no one listens or you never get to say what your heart says?

I spent time with the kids today and it reminded me how special life was. What is it about holidays that make us reflect more? What is it that we get more sentimental this time of year more than any other time of year? I don't know what it was, or how...but I am glad today reminded me of how special life is. For a long time I dreaded the holidays because it made me feel the aloneness I often felt around this time of year.Who was I without a partner?Who was I without a big time job? It made me miss something that I know I didn't have in my life. But I thought today that even though I am a single mom on my own, and without that special person that I still have a full life. I still have the hopes and dreams for life....the desires to be everything I can be.I still have the opportunity to learn more about this life. I know my job will be ending soon and I once again will have to deal with the hardship of trying to get by, but there is something beautiful in the struggles that I will be facing. It is those struggles that I face that will make me a stronger person, so I look forward to what and how I will accomplish things and what lessons that will have taught me something amazing. I think what I want to accomplish the most in my life is just to be a wonderful person, friend, co worker, mom, partner, lover, ....to what ever relationship that is a part of my life. I think there is great honor in trying to make every relationship you have with mankind the best it can be. SO if ya see me in a park taking a walk in the autumn trees, stop by and say hello. Come sit with me and let us discuss the joys and blessings this world has in it for us. Let us connect over a silly story or a heart warming discussion.So when you do ask me what I am thankful for today, I can look directly at you and tell you I am grateful for the opportunity to just be living the best I can and living in a beautiful world where anything is possible.

TOP TEN with Josh Groban @ The Late Show with David Letterman (August 1s...

2011-08-30T22:23:00.000-07:00

reflection of work

2011-06-19T19:08:00.000-07:00

Summer mornings are so beautiful at the lake. Crystal clear skies, slight breeze through my kiosk window, sounds of wildlife all around me…I actually saw a heard of elk on the road near my booth on the way to work this morning. The mom elks were guiding their babies across the road. I can tell it’s mating time. The serene scene gave me time to clear my thoughts and focus on the important things of life. I still think I have the best job in the world…it allows me to have such freedom. It’s not a high paying job, and even the hours are bad at some parts of the year, but I don’t really care. I enjoy coming back every season. I feel like I have a job I can do very well in. The view itself is worth coming back to. Not to forget the people that I work with are extremely wonderful to work with.

It is funny, when the kids are gone at night to their dads and I am alone, I feel a sense of loneliness that can be very painful some nights. Those moments hurt sometimes so much that I cry myself to sleep. I miss my kids, but mostly, I miss being loved by a man. I miss being nurtured and cared for. I miss the touches and words of comfort like “Laurie, I will protect you and take care of you.” Everyone says I will find that person, but I tell you, the waiting is hard. It is supposed to be. I don’t know why the nights are so emotional for me. All I know is I am tired of the going to bed alone. When I come to work in the mornings, alone again in my kiosk, I feel great about the peace and solitude. It’s like night and day…literally. LOL. Loneliness is a funny thing sometimes. It can hurt, but sometimes it is so rewarding.

My kiosk is a little booth that overlooks the big lake. I get a splendid view of the boaters that are trying to find that perfect spot to catch fish. Today, a couple of fisherman caught 2 10 pound stripers and then threw them back. The water level this year seems to be higher than normal as I think the mountains are really melting some good snow this year. The lake is so pretty when it is full. When I don’t get visitors, the booth is quiet. I sometimes clean, which I do a lot, or maybe I will organize some. Sometimes I have a book to read when it is really slow. One day I went through a whole book just from how slow it was. But the holidays are a different story. It gets so busy that I barely have enough time to breathe. But I love it.

Afternoon today not much happened, at least not at my part of the lake. Spent some time listening to the police radio and the excitement that occurred was at the smaller lake today. A man got arrested for abusing his girlfriend and wouldn’t let her leave the park. He went to jail today. Things like that happen almost every holiday time. I can just wait till the 4^th of July comes….I almost expect a fire to happen.

But today was good. It was quiet, and reflective. I am home now missing that loving touch, but I know someday that will happen. Just when???

Josh Groban sings "Sigh No More" for Live For Pakistan webcast

2011-06-09T19:48:00.000-07:00

Love is the New Religion (The Spiritual Conspiracy) -Brian Piergrossi

2011-06-07T10:53:00.000-07:00

Communication

2011-05-07T17:29:00.000-07:00

One of my favorite websites I visit often is a website that basically is a bunch of support groups that cater around to helping others with particular need. It could be a group on an illness, divorce, drugs, sex, depression, humor, friendship…you name it, there’s a support group for it. I joined there years ago during a very difficult period of my life. Needless to say it’s been a godsend to me since then. Occasionally I go back and visit because there are great people there and I do like to offer my advice from time to time. I think with all the things I have been through in my life that I can really be a good ear to listen to if they need it. You would be surprised how many people in this world needs just a good ear to listen to them. Today I came across a few stories from women about how their husbands in their lives don’t listen to them, or appreciate them. I think many women can relate to that. Hell, I bet some men too. It got to me today cause I could relate to what they are complaining over. My ex started off a decent guy, but years into it, he changed. Not for the better either. Everything had to be his way, his needs….no matter how much talking I did, didn’t seem to help. Of course back then, I had my share of problems too. One of my problems is that I tend to keep my feelings to myself. You would never tell that by the amount of blogs I do. LOL. I do not confront people to well, even if I have been wronged. I guess I got that habit from my mother. She held her feelings in so long that I am sure it kept her from a lot in life. There’s probably still a little of that left in me. But I am realizing that.

Listening to the stories today it got me thinking. Why do relationships breakdown like that? Why do we not communicate with our partners honestly and consistently? Why do we change so much as individuals at times that it makes it hard to stay together? Why can’t we take honest feedback from our partners without getting upset over it? It is understandable that all relationships change at some point, the trick is to deal with those changes together rather than individually. So why do we turn away from the person who we are committed to? Why do we not feel safe about opening up? I am not sure if that makes sense, but it does in my mind. LOL. These are questions I ask myself a lot to figure out how to save myself from another bad relationship. I know I have had my faults in my past relationships, but this time to myself has made me see all the ways I can improve. When I read about others going through similar things, I want to reach out to them. No one should ever feel unappreciated. Married or not, we are all individuals with our own needs and to have a real shot at making any relationship work, you have to respect each other always. It’s all about give and take. Now knowing this, would I ever go back to my ex? No way. Too many painful hills I had to climb in that relationship. But I will tell you that I am grateful that it happened. It taught me how to deal with men a little better, myself a little better and life too. It also gave me 3 beautiful kids that got me on another wonderful journey. I look forward to the next journey in my life no matter where it takes me.

I guess my point in all this now is that if you have a relationship with someone. Anyone…. it takes effort to nourish it, and keep it striving. More importantly, communicating with those in your life is oh so important. No one can read minds, so unless you talk about what your private feelings are, no one will know.

A disppointing Saturday

2011-05-07T10:25:00.000-07:00

Happy lovely Saturday,

You know what bugs me the most? My biggest pet peeve is when someone says they will do something for you, and then they don’t do it. I hate that. Don’t tell me one thing and do another. Please! Today I went out to my job to supposedly fill out paperwork to get me back working, well guess what……they cancelled the day without even calling me. SO now it looks as if I have to wait a little longer for my job to open up. Ugh! How extremely disappointing! But the good news is I do have the rest of the day to myself! OH no, leave me to my imagination and boy the world is in trouble! Ha Ha!

So what do you do when you have been let down? Do you get upset? Do you feel sorry for yourself? Do you just let it go and say, oh well, life moves on? I tend to do the last one. No matter what disappointments that comes along in our life, there will always be a new opportunity that comes along. Never give up hope I say! We can’t let the little disappointments in our lives to dictate weather we are happy or not.
So it is Saturday, and I have nothing really planed today. Since I was expecting to work, I didn’t really think I would set time for anything else. But I do have the writing bug in me so you may end up seeing a few blogs before the end of the day. What can I say, I love to write. If you really want to know who I am, then read and even reply if you want…I tend to get really personal in my writings. It feels so incredibly good to open up with words!!! I have sort have been a shy gal for most of my life, so, this is very cathartic for me. It’s easy for me to put thoughts to words. It is saying them out loud that gets me into trouble because somehow they get lost and mixed up between my head and my mouth.

Ponder this…It’s a beautiful Saturday. Suppose money was no object, what would you do, where would you go? Would you be alone or have companion?

For me, I would love to take a romantic trip to some tropical island where I could spend the day taking pictures of beautiful scenery, a little hiking, a little sun bathing and of course tasting new and exotic foods. I say romantic because I wouldn’t be alone. I would love to take someone really close to me so we could explore what passion really is. Sounds like a scene from a movie, but it’s a lovely fantasy. Who that person is, I will never know, but imagination is good. Do you use your imagination for pleasure? I don’t just mean in a sexual way, of course that can be good to, but I mean do you ever think of the what if’s? I know it’s not good to live in the what if’s but sometimes if it is a quiet day like today, I think of things that would be fun to do, to explore. I may never get to do half what’s in my thoughts, but I never give up on the idea that anything is possible….The world is filled with mystery and it’s good to keep your heart open to all the possibilities that life can bring. Let me know what ya think…………

Will catch ya later dear friends…..maybe I will have another question for ya

Depression

2011-05-06T16:08:00.001-07:00

Ok so it is Friday and I am home enjoying this marvelous day. I am a home body at heart, so not into clubbing, bars, or big gatherings. I Love it simple and with few people as possible. My idea of fun is grabbing a close friend or two and watching a good movie. It is quiet, and more personal. The only crowds I really can stand are the ones at baseball parks and I am watching my team the San Fran Giants. I am a huge Giants fan. That’s what I would be doing today if I had the money….Or maybe a day at the beach by a bonfire with a few good friends. That would be lovely. I don’t like fancy, and I don’t like loud! (Most of the time…but that’s another story…wink) lol

But there is more to me that I must put out there. I suppose it is probably risky of me to open myself up and reveal things about myself that are quite personal, but hey, I live like an open book. Ok, so here goes. The last few days I have not been feeling well. It is because I battle with depression. I have a good handle on it, and no, I am not a nut case, but sometimes the dark moments of it creeps out and I get a little emotional about things in my life.( although, I may have scared off a dear friend) It doesn’t last very long, but enough to interrupt my life for a day or so. I am not ashamed to admit I have it because it is a disease and my brain just functions differently. I mention this because if I make any friends, or even by chance someone that I may date, and then I think it is important to let them know and understand that it is a part of who I am. How is that for an introduction about myself? LoL. I can joke about it because I do have a handle on it but I do understand people that have issues like this. It doesn’t make them a bad person, or even a crazy person. It is just another part of their personality. We live in some a judgmental society that I am sure some people with depression are afraid to talk about it openly. There is nothing really to be afraid of, just be yourself and love what makes who you are. Special. I think the best cure for it for me has been my blogging, my positive affirmations that I keep telling myself. I think the more positive things you can say about yourself, life, others, the more you are inclined to feel it.

I bet you really needed to hear that about me didn’t you? Well, it is a part of me and it doesn’t seem to keep me from enjoying the things I do. I think the one major lesson that I have learned from all this is that everyone has their own issues and no one is perfect. So before you judge me, find out about me.

Anyway, I am sure I will be back later for more…..I have blogging on the brain it seems…..LOL

Men and Women

2011-05-06T08:28:00.000-07:00

Ok, so a good nap feels better to me. One of the major blessings in life to me is the connections we make in our lifetime. Nothing is more beautiful than getting to know another soul. Every once in a while a soul comes along that really connects to yours. I have met a few in my life. That is a powerful moment when that happens. I keep thinking how interesting the relationship between men and women are. Even just simple friendships can have its challenges. Do men really understand women? Do women really understand men? It is a question that has been debated for years. How much time do you spend getting to know your closest friends? Do you know how they feel about things in your life and theirs? Do you feel intimacy can be a part of any friendship? Do you think intimacy is just related to sex? That last couple of questions has been a stumbling block for me since yesterday. I haven’t quite decided how I feel about that. I think it was one of those moments that I need to ask myself. Maybe that’s my problem; I am trying to find intimacy before I even know what it means to me.

Do you know what I love most about friendships? We don’t always have to see eye to eye, but that’s what makes us so wonderfully different. The trick is to learn those differences, accept them, and work around them. Easy right? LOL. Not! But it is all good. I have learned so much from seeing different views from people. It has taught me more about myself than I had expected. All I do know that is sometimes life can hurt the soul, and then it can also be a wonderful thing. When I was married to my Ex, I lost feeling anything for him, years into the marriage. Of course, be controlled by him didn’t help things. Not being allowed to be myself was a really difficult challenge to overcome. Sometimes I wonder if that abuse still affects me. How can it not, after all those years of being compared to other woman, makes you wonder how I stayed sane. It did make me doubt myself. I was dead inside for many years. That is a feeling worse than any pain that I have been through lately. SO when I feel a little hurt by a thought or a feeling, well, I usually can bounce back pretty quickly. I know that to live life is to feel all the good and the bad things that come with having a heart.

I am never going to be ashamed for caring about a person. You can’t go wrong when you feel a deep admiration for someone. Sometimes a heart will be returned, sometimes not….but if we are not ourselves, if we are not honest with our feelings, than we will never enjoy the true blessings of Love when it does happen.

Following your heart?

2011-05-06T04:40:00.000-07:00

I am extremely tired as I haven't slept much since yesterday. The events yesterday has been running through my mind over and over. That's me, torture self with thought. LOL. I look in the mirror and my eyes are so puffy from the tears and the lack of sleep. I am not sure what set me off yesterday,(have an idea), but it needed to happen. It woke me up. It said "snap out of it Laurie, you cant put your heart into this" which is hard to say since I do put my heart into everything. That's the only way I know how to live. But what got me so emotional yesterday was the fact I did the most sinful thing that I could do when it comes to long distance friendships. I started to feel for someone I know I would never be with. I have a dear friend that I have talked to for quite sometime now. He has been generous, sweet , kind....ya know, everything a girl likes in a guy. Mostly he has been such a good and dear friend. Sad part is that he has been totally upfront with me about everything and i should have know what I was getting into. I cant blame him at all. Well, I suppose I could after all, he said so many sweet things to me. I just let my heart follow where it shouldn't have. What can I say, I live life dangerously. Yesterday I realized that this feeling I had was lingering inside my heart and it scared me. I had to ask myself how do I put my self into any friendship and not feel anything? It is OK to feel love for your friends, but when do you step back? When do we say I Love you, but we cant go there, it wont work out? How do you protect your heart but yet give all of yourself? I am not sure what is to become of my friendship now as I know he knows how I am feeling. A part of me feels like I am about to loose a really good friend. Which does sadden me. Who knows, maybe we will be better friends because of it. But I suppose I should step back for the time being. His loss!

So most of yesterday I spent either holding back my tears or flat out sobbing. I think alot of that was just hormonal. Dam womanhood. But the truth is, I am a very emotional being that cares deeply about people. I am emotional, passionate, sexual, spiritual.....I cant help what my heart feels and doesn't feel. Some times its hard to separate or control what I feel.If ya want me, gotta take the emotions that come with it... Life is so short, and has so many negative things to it that I try hard to focus on loving and living life to the fullest each and every day in a positive way. I try to love my friends the same way! Some times I think that my emotions get me into trouble sometimes. But that's a part of who I am. I cant help being attracted to beauty..... nature, inner beauty, kindness....all the things that make my heart alive.I am naturally drawn to it. SO whats a girl suppose to do? LOL!

My main goal now is to focus on myself and keep enjoying my life the best way I know how. Its a great time to take care of my own spirit so when that right man does come along that actually wants to be a part of my life, he will get all of me and more. Why should I settle for half of a mans heart? I deserve better. Til then, I gotta deal with those heart breaking moments. Its gods way of teaching me those valuable lessons that I so need to learn. I just wish those lessons were not so lonely.

Thanks for listening.....or reading!

Intimacy

2011-05-05T23:45:00.000-07:00

its late and I am still up. A part of me is tired, but my loneliness is keeping me from heading to bed. Yes, I am lonely. It doesn't mean I want any ole man to come around, just means that I am missing companionship this evening. Being single I have gotten quite use to these lonely nights. Being alone Inst bad most of the time, because I do alot for myself, but tonight seems to be a challenge. I think a person should be able to survive without having a person around. But I am human. It is so natural to crave affection from another weather its from a hug, a kiss, or sex. I do miss all three.It is the most natural and most beautiful emotion in the world. I use to think it was only done in seriously committed relationships, and a part of me still does, but a dear friend of mine has made me see things a little differently. The thought is still such a new thought to me, that I am not sure how to process that. Do you intimacy to get close to someone for connection? Do you use it for commitment? Do you just use it to just satisfy your needs? Do you use it to express your feelings for the other person?Do you have to be married? SO much to think about. I thought I knew what I want, but lately, its been a mystery. I suppose being alone gives me such a time to grow and find out what I want and need. But dam, I do miss the sex....lol. But seriously, how can I even be intimate with someone if I don't know what I want?

SO how does one satisfy their needs when they miss human contact? I have not figured that out. I am not a prude by any means, but at the same time, I am not going to connect with just anyone. I have not had much opportunity to connect really with too many people, so its no wonder it is taking me longer to find someone...But I know I will. Until then, a little faith and a little self love will have to do. Is that too personal? I got to be honest, I haven't been this open in such a long time. Anyway, til tomorrow...maybe my head will clear by then. Goodnight dear friends......

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A dream,

weather at night

as you are sleeping

or during the day

when you desire for more...

is your minds way

of telling you

that you can do more

with your life

if you put your mind, heart, and soul

into everything you do

Summer Beach

2011-05-05T15:04:00.000-07:00

What a beautiful afternoon it is. It feels so much like summer. What I wouldn't give to open my window and see the beauty and romance of a deserted summer beach. How much of yourself do you give when spending a romantic moment with a person? Do you open up completely and let them see the real you? If ya don't ya should....There is nothing more sexier than a person being their authentic self. I think the beach is one of the most romantic places there is and I find my soul totally free around the beautiful crashing waves...Someday I hope to experience this kind of special moment again.....til then....let the imagination wonder!

Good Morning

2011-05-05T10:19:00.000-07:00

HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND MAY THE WARM SUN LIGHT INSPIRE YOU TO BE THE BEST YOU!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~PEACE, LOVE,FAITH,HAPPINESS~~~~~~~~~

Smile at the world

2011-05-04T17:43:00.000-07:00

Smile at the world today

love all of lifes wonderful blessings

See the beauty of the Earth

hear the music of your beating heart confessing

Say hello to an old friend

Remind your love of how special they are

Embrace your children as often you can

Show the world the fullness of your heart

Be there for your neighbor

Be there for your friends

Be there for your family

because Love has no end

So stop to take a walk on a beautiful road

Admire deeply all the blooming flowers

Breath deep, the Earths precious air

and dance in the breathtaking spring showers

Smile at the world today

take time to lend a hand

See life with an open mind

and always try to understand

Be true to who you were meant to be

for God made you quite unique

live life with compassion

and let it flow like a splendid creek

Smile at the world today

discover your cherished pleasures

Each day comes and goes

because life is a beautiful treasure

We are all on this journey for such a little while

so let us be kind to one another

live life to the fullest

and love our fellow sisters and brothers

Live it, Love it, Share it

2011-05-04T07:56:00.000-07:00

Oh what a beautiful day its gonna be. Take some time to remember all the blessings.... Gods love, the laugh of a child, the smell of freshly picked flowers, a glorious sunset, the moon and the stars, the warmth of holding someones hand, a kiss,a hug a joke between friends, sound of beautiful music, rain drops, a rainbow, a spring day, freedom, and hope for a new tomorrow. Life is beautiful, live it, love it, share it

Our beautiful vessel

2011-05-03T21:35:00.000-07:00

Let Mother Nature take over our marvelous bodies. Treat our beautiful vessels with all the love and passion it so deserves. Its a lovely night for men to love being men and for women to love being women and for all of us to love each other. We are all children of the Earth, so let us take time to cherish and love ourselves completely.It is when we can love ourselves with a full heart that we can share it with another soul.God Bless!! XOXOX

Let us celebrate

2011-05-03T20:12:00.000-07:00

The last few days have been interesting. We caught Bin Laden finally after 10 years and boy did the news spread like wildfire. There is something so magical about people coming together for the same cause and to remember the true meaning of what it is to live in America. But even those this news comes as good news, there is still something that really confuses me. I get that most of us Americans believe this is great news, but I admit I am a little confused by the people with mixed emotions. Some believe that we shouldn't celebrate , especially over a death. Why shouldn't we celebrate the removal of one evil person? Does that make me less of a human for feeling joy over his death? I don't think so, I think it makes me feel exactly that...human! His death will not stop terrorism, but it is one less person we have to worry about. I am not saying killing is right, but when it comes to protecting the majority of people, we need to do what is right. You can argue that GOD is the only one who should take a life, but he puts people on Earth for a reason. Teachers are on this planet to teach, doctors to heal, ministers to spread the word, and our military to removal evil. Its all part of Gods plan. I believe God would want us to rejoice in the removal of any type of evil, even if it is a small part. So why are people confused? Why cant they just accept and appreciate that this closure is good for America?People are human and when they feel joy, they celebrate....live life America, celebrate that!

I talked to my mom last night. She is one of those people with mixed emotions. I have to admit, I wanted to argue so much that this was a good thing and that people needed to celebrate for closure.The gatherings and the flag waving was just Americans proud of A country who never gave up on finding a criminal. I guess because Bin Laden had done nothing to her, or that it didn't effect her there was no reason to feel anything about this. Bin Laden has done nothing to me either, but I cannot help but feel for the nearly 3000 people lost on 9/11. I cant imagine all the pain those families had to endure knowing that there loved ones are not coming home. What if this did happen to me, or to her? I am sure her attitude would change...so why cant we feel for the closure for the 9/11 victims? Why cant we feel for others? Why cant we celebrate, even for just a moment?

I know this is a touchy subject with some. There are those dead set on believing that any killing is wrong, but like I said, it is all part of Gods plan. We mustn't stop being aware of terrorists, but lets not give them what they want. Fear. Let us keep living the American life, loving one another, helping one another, and accepting each other for all the differences that we share. Maybe someday the terrorists will see that we are a nation of strength, and courage and will always live in the land of the free. Let us encourage all to be a better nation....and teach the world about the word of peace, love and happiness!

God Bless USA!

XOXOXO
Peace and Love to all!

God Bless The USA

2011-05-02T12:04:00.000-07:00

Today is a good day. Not only is it my 41st birthday, but yesterday marked an end to an era. Osama Bin Laden finally caught and killed. You can debate weather or not this is a time to celebrate, but you cannot doubt the importance of stopping this man at all costs. We may have much more work to go in the war against terrorism, but this was a major step towards winning that war. God Bless the United States of America and may we never forget, or take for granted the many blessings of this country!!!! God Bless us all! Peace and Love!!!

Walk in the light of reflection

2011-05-01T09:44:00.000-07:00

Beautiful Sunday, beautiful Sunday....... a blessed day indeed! Its a day to walk in the light of reflection and be grateful for all that is in life. Remember that you are a spectacular creation of Gods and you are filled with light, love, life and amazing power to change anything about your life. You are important and unique to the world and important to mankind. Always believe that anything is possible and you are as happy as you allow yourself to be. God Bless this beautiful Sunday!

William and Kate

2011-04-28T19:44:00.000-07:00

Well, one more day. Yes, I am talking of the big royal wedding between William and Kate. I haven't decided weather to wake up at the wee early morning hours or not to watch this monumental event. What is it about this pair that have us Americans so excited? Its just another wedding after all. For me, I am a bit tired of hearing all the news about it, but as a woman, I do like the idea of a woman finding her prince. I certainly hope to find mine soon........although seriously doubt that it will be one that will actually take over a country someday. But I can dream right? lol. I suppose with all the negativity talk in the world today that it is refreshing to hear a positive story for a change. It keeps us hoping for dreams! Anyway, best of wishes to the happy couple. May God be with them always!

Breaths

2011-04-26T22:30:00.000-07:00

Follow your heart always, follow your dreams........Live Life to the fullest and love to the extreme!

Celebrate Love, Life, and friendships

2011-04-26T18:50:00.000-07:00

Do you know what I dream of most? I think about all the possibilities that may open up to me. I think of all the possible people that may enter my life in some form. I think about that one special man that will want to go on this journey with me. Knowing that anything is possible gives me such inspiration to appreciate life. So to all those that appreciate life, to all of my dear friends that I know and those I have yet to meet, these yellow flowers are for you. I celebrate Love, Life, friendship as the blessings that it is.

Take a walk

2011-04-26T12:46:00.000-07:00

It is a gorgeous day to take a walk and listen to life around us.How lovely would it be to walk on a beautiful path with the strength of trees around us, the scent of flowers that overwhelm us.... Contemplate on all the wonderful things that are a part of our lives and never take anything for granted. The good Lord gave us each day to do something with our lives, so enjoy the blessings that have been given to us. Enjoy all the small miracles that make up life.

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Come walk with me my love

on a beautiful spring day

Let us cherish each other

and all the things we have to say

Let me get to know you better

and what makes you smile

I have time my love

even if it takes awhile

We are blessed

Our friendship has blossomed with such grace

Each day I cant wait to talk with you

as I dream to see you face to face

A simpler life

2011-04-25T23:00:00.000-07:00

Now this is my idea of a home. Simple, but lovely. I think this place would be the perfect place to rekindle romance with someone special, or maybe a place to discover a special love.It could be a place to just unwind and find your soul again. I fantasize often about going back to a simple time in life where all that one has is the simple basics. Wouldn't it be so wonderful to free your self of chaos? I have to admit, fancy things don't impress me. The simpler life is, the more rewarding it is.

Monday inspirations

2011-04-25T17:16:00.000-07:00

Just a few things to think about for this lovely Monday! Life is a blessing, find your inspiration

POSITIVE THOUGHTS

Forgiving yourself is one of the keys to a new life.
Forgive yourself for everything that was and start living for tomorrow. Create the destiny that you truly know you’re capable of. The power to create the best you and the best life possible for tomorrow is in this moment. You can find the strength within to use the key of... Continue reading http://positive-thoughts.typepad.com/

Simply Positive

Reflect. WHAT have you gotten, done, & WHO have you met, as a result from a "negative situation", that you value & are grateful for today? Many times it's a struggle that ends up "leading us" to an unexpected NEW positive in the future. And out of the negative, blooms a positive. Some things happen for a reason. Be optimistic. Have faith. Xo

POSITIVE THOUGHTS

Acceptance is the heart's best defense.
Acceptance means that you can find the serenity within to let go of the past with its mistakes and regrets , move into the future with a new perspective , and appreciate the opportunity to take a second chance. Acceptance means that you can find the serenity within to let... Continue readinghttp://positive-thoughts.typepad.com/

Positive Thinking

Who has helped you in your life? Have you thanked them for it? Would now be a good time to send them a quick note? Go ahead...

http://www.PositiveAtmosphere.com/

POSITIVE THOUGHTS

You are strong. . . when you take your grief and teach it to smile.
You are brave. . . when you overcome your fear and help others to do the same. You are happy. . . when you see a flower and are thankful for the blessing.
You are... Continue readinghttp://positive-thoughts.typepad.com/

Simply Positive

Somedays we wake inspired/motivated. Other days due to external influences our mood is less than great. In this case, remember, that means YOU need to spring into action immediately to help SHIFT your "own" attitude! Do something/anything that makes you FEEL good & you will begin a positive thinking cycle again. A workout, walk, call a friend, funny video, music, mediation, prayer, ect. Take control. ;)

When everyone around you seems to be in bad spirits, bickering and complaining, take a step back. It's so easy to answer in kind, but instead feel into your heart and answer gently. Let peace radiate from you.

PromiseToMe

‎"Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around." - Leo F. Buscaglia

Happy Easter

2011-04-24T09:43:00.000-07:00

Happy Easter to all! may you remember that Jesus is the REASON for the SEASON! God Bless this beautiful day!

MAYONNAISE AND TWO BEERS

2011-04-23T18:32:00.000-07:00

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 Beers.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.

When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full.

They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full.

They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full.

The students responded with a unanimous 'yes....'

The professor then produced two Beers from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand.

The students laughed..

'Now,' said the professor as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.

The golf balls are the important things - your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions - and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car...

The sand is everything else---the small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls..

The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.

Spend time with your children..

Spend time with your parents.

Visit with grandparents.

Take your spouse out to dinner.

Play another 18 holes.

There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.

Take care of the golf balls first - the things that really matter.

Set your priorities.

The rest is just sand.

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the Beer represented.

The professor smiled and said, 'I'm glad you asked.'

The Beer just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of Beers with a friend!

We live in the Land of the Free - Because of the BRAVE!!!!
We need GOD back in our Country!!!

Dynamite(With Me and San Francisco Giants Cody Ross & Brian Wilson)

2011-04-23T12:24:00.000-07:00

Happy Earth day

2011-04-22T09:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Earth day. May you cherish this beautiful planet and admire all her beauty. Let the scent of the flowers, the strength of the trees, the power of the ocean remind you that everything on this lovely planet is alive and worth taking care of. The time is NOW to be kind to her........

San Francisco

2011-04-21T19:50:00.000-07:00

~If I could afford to drive, I would grab a warm jacket and head north to see the beautiful lights of San Francisco. How lovely would it be to spend an evening with dear ones admiring one of the most beautiful bridges in the world.There is something so romantic about this city at night! Come with me love, and let us explore the city together.....if only in our minds~

Change

2011-04-21T14:35:00.000-07:00

This picture says it all!

Have a blessed day!

Chords of Peace

2011-04-20T22:00:00.000-07:00

~~~~~~Tonight is a beautiful night to be still and listen to simple sounds of music. The ordinary guitar is one of the most sexiest sounds there is. Sit by a lake and watch a sunset, slow dance with your lover, or just light some candles and hear its beautiful chords.....A moment like this fills the soul and allows us to let our spirits soar! I am so grateful that simple and beautiful moments like this are free! Share the moment of beautiful chords!~~~~~~~~~

Tom Shadyac

2011-04-20T17:39:00.000-07:00

If ya watched Oprah today then ya know who this is. He is my new favorite film maker, new source of inspiration and of course it is well known movie mogul Tom Shadyac. It is not his career that has my new found respect but his attitude on Life. This man gave up millions because he wasn't happy having so much in his life. He got so lost in all the material things that it made him miserable so he gave it up. Gotta respect a person who is willing to not be greedy with money and material possessions. His 3 basics rules of life.....

1. We are all connected on this planet

2. Don't take more than ya need...if god gives you so much, take only what you need and then help others with what you don't need.

3. Follow your hearts desire. If you don't follow your passions in life, than a part of you dies each day. Do not subject yourself to what everyone else says you should do....Its your life, so you must find your own path.

I so admire those basic rules of life and I do pray that we all find that special calling within all of us. God Bless ya Tom for sharing your spirit with the world....

Judging

2011-04-19T11:27:00.000-07:00

Have you ever found yourself saying something judgmental without thinking of what you are actually saying? It happens so often in society that its no wonder why there are still so many arguments from different points of views. I will give you an example. Today I was on face book, I came across a comment about people on welfare. Basically the person commented that people on welfare were lazy. Now, I was NOT upset with the person for making that comment as there are those that abuse the system, but to generalize everyone into that category is wrong to me. To assume that welfare people are lazy is wrong. For one, I happen to be on welfare and wish I was working. I went through 11 years of being a stay at home mom with little work experience, so finding a job has been difficult, especially in today economy.Add depression to the mix and ya got a difficult time. When I did get a job, I was laid off a year and a half later.... jobs are so hard to find and keep in todays times. What also bothers me about the comment was that there were replies questioning my time on face book since I was on welfare. I didn't realize that I was not allowed to socialize like normal people.... *roll eyes*. I think these comments are not well thought out. It is easy to judge someone when your not in their shoes. What does that say about the people making those comments? So often, we sit back thinking that we are the ones always right and so we frown upon others cause they don't live up to our standards or don't live the path that we do. Personally, I always believed that God was the only one allowed to judge. I have dealt with many judgments for many years from people in my own circle, and frankly I think it is sad that people can waste their soul on such habits.This is just one example of judging. I think about the history of our world and see that we have judged others for being different or for choosing a different path for as long as we have been here. we judge people of race, we judge homosexuality, we judge single parents, we judge income levels, jobs.... its never ending. How do we break the cycle? He do we live in a world filled with a little more acceptance and understanding?I believe the important thing to remember is that what you believe may not be the same as what some one else sees so we must, or should anyway, exercise respect and courtesy when you come across a different view. Some times its best to refrain from saying a comment if it will hurt another....I know we all have the rights to our thoughts and opinions, but as my mom use to tell me ..."If ya cant say something nice, then don't say anything at all.".....I think mom knew what she was saying. What a world it would be if the world let go of the negativity talk and a added a little more respect

Paint me a sunset

2011-04-18T21:51:00.000-07:00

Paint me a sunset dear Lord and let me forget all the negativity of the world. Put aside the fight I had with the ex last week and the hatred I felt, put aside the greed I hear on the news, put aside the needing a job, put a side the loneliness I feel, put aside the uncertainty of life, put aside differences we have from others, put aside judgement.....so much we must put aside at the end of the day just so we can focus on the true gifts of Life..... sunsets, an ocean breeze, trees, smiles, kisses, children's laughter, love, friendship, kindness..........why is the world so focused on making money and forgetting all the gifts that God give to us for free everyday? The world is troubled and loosing its way through our need for more of self consuming ways. Let us slow down and remember Gods true gifts ! Celebrate and nourish Mother Earth for all her beauty!

A Pleasant night

2011-04-18T20:09:00.000-07:00

What a beautiful night it is. I listened to the Giants as they were winning their ball game, having some warm tea and now getting ready to watch Dancing with the stars and all the incredible dancers. If only I had moves like those gorgeous people.....But my real joy is I am home thinking of someone special to me and wishing they were here with me. The heart can ache when you long for someone, and some nights can feel like torture, but its better to feel that then nothing at all. I think that is one of the major lessons in life that I have learned over the years is that even painful feelings are important to have. They let you know that your still alive and feel emotions for Life.It helps you know what you want from life. I went through many years of not feeling anything and I tell you, it sucks.The good Lord is making my spirit grow more and more each day. I am blessed to know this. God bless this pleasant night!

Tonight I wish to escape to........

2011-04-16T21:33:00.000-07:00

Oh how I wish I could escape to a lovely and serene place like this tonight. A place so far away from the everyday hassles of everyday life, a place to forget the things that make me worry, a place to remember the dreams that I so cherish, a place to love and be loved, a place to let the soul free to imagine all the great possibilities of life....What do you dream of tonight? Fly away with the thought and imagine anything is possible. Feel your heart , breath and love the passion within.

simple thought of the morning

2011-04-16T10:49:00.000-07:00

Let this beautiful Spring day overwhelm your sense of love, and life and may it take over your free spirited soul. May you be reminded of all the good in this world and let to let go of all the doubt and negative energy that weighs our spirits down. Take a moment today and take a walk with our dear lord and listen to all his love that he has for you. See the beauty around you, smell the flowers admire the colors that brighten this planet...Breath, feel alive!

Get well Stow family

2011-04-14T19:38:00.000-07:00

I would like to send my heart felt prayers to the Stow family. This young man was almost beaten to death by two Dodger fans a couple of weeks ago simply because he wore a Giants Jersey. It is hard to believe that in this day in age, this still goes on and that people take sports way too far. This young man remains in a comma still and it saddens me such tragedy was allowed to happen. No matter what team you root for, everyone has their own rights on who they support. Sports is just a game, and at the end of the day, games should be left on the field along with our egos. Rivalries are good, but when it turns to violence, its then nothing but a hate crime. Respect and appreciate everyone who wants to enjoy Americas favorite pastime or any other sport. It is the inconsiderate, selfish, people that ruin such pleasures for us all. Be kind to everyone!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!

God Bless you Stow family, may you heal and recover from this tragedy. I don't know you, but you are in my prayers.

Bubble

2011-04-12T12:56:00.000-07:00

Precious life is like a miraculous bubble; so delicate, so beautiful.....It is so pleasant to watch it rise before us in all its splendid beauty. But if we are not careful, it will pop before us. Nothing is forever, nothing is guaranteed....We can only admire it for a short time and then its gone. Just like our lives, we must cherish it while we can and appreciate every moment of its beautiful form.

SOME MONDAY REFLECTIONS

2011-04-11T18:58:00.000-07:00

To get through another beautiful Monday, some lovely thoughts that I found through Facebook. It always inspires me when I read such positive hope for the future. Take time on this lovely day to find your inspiration.

~~~~~Peace, Love, Hope~~~~~~~~~~~

ON THIS DAY, GOD WANTS YOU TO KNOW

that it's OK to be there for yourself. Amidst all the expectations, demands, requests, take some time to ground yourself in God. Take some time for yourself. AND THAT.....GOD

will get you through the pain. Everyone experiences pain sometimes, emotional and physical. Next time it threatens to overwhelm you, take a deep breath. As you breathe slowly, picture God holding you, crying with you, giving you the strength to get through

Positive Thinking

Do something nice for yourself today, you deserve it. Take some time for a walk, take a nap, see an old friend, do something that makes you smile...
Surround yourself with an incredible group of positive people at Positive Atmosphere http://www.PositiveAtmosphere.com/

Positive Thinking

To be jealous of another is to see their greatness & want what they have. To be inspired by another is to see their greatness & suddenly realize you have it within you as well. Jealousy keeps you stuck where you are while inspiration opens your mind & heart to new & unlimited possibilities. Be inspired by someone today. -Brian Piergrossi

POSITIVE THOUGHTS

A son and his father were walking on the mountains.
Suddenly, the son falls, hurts himself and screams: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
To his surprise, he hears the voice repeating,
somewhere in the mountain: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"
Curious, he yells: "Who are you?"
He receives the answer: "Who are you?"
Angered at the response, he screams: "Coward!"
He receives the answer: "Coward!"
He looks to his father and asks: "What's going on?"
The father smiles and says: "My son, pay attention."
And then he screams to the mountain: "I admire you!"
The voice answers: "I admire you!"
Again the man screams: "You are a champion!"
The voice answers: "You are a champion!"
The boy is surprised, but does not understand.
Then the father explains: "People call this ECHO, but really this is LIFE.
It gives you back everything you say or do.
Our life is simply a reflection of our actions.
If you want more love in the world, create more love in your heart.
If you want more competence in your team, improve your competence.
This relationship applies to everything, in all aspects of life;
Life will give you back everything you have given to it.

Peace Healing Yoga

‎"If you want to know the past, to know what has caused you, look at yourself in the PRESENT, for that is the past's effect. If you want to know your future, then look at yourself in the PRESENT, for that is the cause of the future." ~Majjhima Nikaya

Positively Positive

I POSITIVELY CHOOSE HAPPINESS... How to be happy: I study happiness. I learn happiness. I apply myself these happy lessons to my life. I am what I read. The thoughts I think become feelings. The feelings I feel promote actions. Happy actions create a happy life. A happy life consists of positive thoughts, actions and words. My words are happy words. Happiness is a universal language that never needs translation. When I smile, you know what I speak your language. Happiness Positively Spoken Here. - Karen Burch, a Positively Positive fan

James Taylor- Steve Martin - Foggy Mountain Breakdown

2011-04-10T20:20:00.000-07:00

World Series Ring

2011-04-10T12:00:00.000-07:00

Is this not a beautiful ring? HA HA...I am still feeling great from the win from last season. Yesterday the San Francisco Giants were honored by the handing of the rings. I wasn't there, but did see the ceremony on the Giants website. I must admit it gave me goosebumps to see them get their rings. Its not often this team wins a world series, but I do have a feeling they are a team to reckon with this year. Win or loose, they still represent what baseball should be about. None of the overly priced , big name players, they just play and win with what they have.THAT is what baseball should be about. Go Giants!

Come walk with me

2011-04-06T12:26:00.000-07:00

Come walk with me dear ones on this lovely spring day. Isn't it the perfect time to walk with God ? How wonderful the outdoors is....Makes the heart soar to new heights, makes the mind wonder about all the possibilities. Come dear friends, come my someday love.....let us take a walk in Gods garden and be one with the world!

God Bless the serenity of this miraculous day!

Words to live by

2011-04-04T19:50:00.000-07:00

Inspiration is the act or power of exercising an elevating or stimulating influence upon the intellect or emotions; the result of such influence which quickens or stimulates; as, the inspiration

Faith is the confident belief or trust in the truth or trustworthiness of a person, concept or thing of occasion, of art, etc.

Hope is the belief in a positive outcome related to events and circumstances in one's life

optimism as having "hopefulness and confidence about the future or successful outcome of something; a tendency to take a favourable or hopeful view

Love is an emotion of strong affection and personal attachment. In philosophical context, love is a virtue representing all of human kindness, compassion, and affection. Love is central to many religions, as in the Christian phrase, "God is love" or Agape in the Canonical gospels. Love may also be described as actions towards others (or oneself) based on compassion. Or as actions towards others based on affection.

In English, the word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure ("I loved that meal") to intense interpersonal attraction ("I love my partner"). "Love" can also refer specifically to the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love, to the sexual love of eros (cf. Greek words for love), to the emotional closeness of familial love, or to the platonic love that defines friendship, to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love. This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.

Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.

A wish is a hope or desire for something.

Compassion is a virtue —one in which the emotional capacities of empathy and sympathy (for the suffering of others) are regarded as a part of love itself, and a cornerstone of greater social interconnectedness and humanism —foundational to the highest principles in philosophy, society, and person hood.

Gratitude, thankfulness, gratefulness, or appreciation is a positive emotion or attitude in acknowledgment of a benefit that one has received or will receive.

Affirmations is fostering a belief that "a positive mental attitude supported by affirmations will achieve success in anything

Kindness is the act or the state of being kind — marked by goodness and charitable behaviour, mild disposition , pleasantness, ...

Passion is a term applied to a very strong feeling about a person or thing. Passion is an intense emotion compelling feeling, enthusiasm, or desire for something.

The term is also often applied to a lively or eager interest in or admiration for a proposal, cause, or activity or love - to a feeling of unusual excitement, enthusiasm or compelling emotion, a positive affinity or love, towards a subject, idea, person, or object

Altruism is selfless concern for the welfare of others. It is a traditional virtue in many cultures, and a core aspect of various religious traditions, though the concept of 'others' toward whom concern should be directed can vary among religions.

Altruism can be distinguished from feelings of loyalty and duty. Altruism focuses on a motivation to help others or a want to do good without reward, while duty focuses on a moral obligation towards a specific individual , a specific organization , or an abstract concept. Some individuals may feel both altruism and duty, while others may not. Pure altruism is giving without regard to reward or the benefits that recognition of the giving may bring.

Respect denotes both a positive feeling of esteem for a person of other entity (such as a nation or a religion), and also specific actions and conduct representative of that esteem. Respect can be a specific feeling of regard for the actual qualities of the one respect

Toleration is "the practice of deliberately allowing or permitting a thing of which one disapproves. One can meaningfully speak of tolerating, of allowing or permitting, only if one is in a position to disallow”. It has also been defined as "to bear or endure" or "to nourish, sustain or preserve". Toleration may signify “no more than forbearance and the permission given by the adherents of a dominant religion for other religions to exist, even though the latter are looked on with disapproval as inferior, mistaken or harmful”.

Honesty refers to a facet of moral character and denotes positive, virtuous attributes such as integrity, truthfulness, and straightforwardness along with the absence of lying, cheating, or theft.

ordinary miracle

2011-04-04T19:14:00.000-07:00

James Taylor and the CMA's

2011-04-04T10:51:00.000-07:00

Last night on the CMA awards a wonderful duo performed....the Zac brown band and my favorite James Taylor...I usually don't watch country shows, but I knew Mr Taylor was on and so I had to watch. I only have one word to describe that performance....BRILLIANT!!! I didn't think it was possible to fall in love with the music any more...... but boy, was I surprised. After that show, I turned the TV off, laid in bed and listen to more of James's music. There is something so calming and reassuring when I listen to his sounds. Anyway, great Job James!!! I am a fan forever!

Bed

2011-04-03T23:06:00.000-07:00

Well, I certainly wish my bedroom looked like this. How peaceful would it be to sleep here? It would be like sleeping in front of GOD ....I think all beds and bedrooms should be as comforting to the soul as this place. Beds are the place for rest, sleep, and well, other things, but that's another story. Sadly mine is only for sleep and rest at the current moment... poor me right? lol... Anyway, time to head to bed myself.....goodnight beautiful world, good night dear Lord, goodnight sweet friends. Welcome sweet dreams!

Beauty of feminity

2011-04-03T21:22:00.000-07:00

I so adore pictures of women in art. Simply because so very few actually can portray women as such beautiful creatures and it is something to be appreciated. This artist Rassouli has done such a beautiful job at showing of the beauty of femininity's power. I think all women should take time in each day to truly appreciate their own beauty within and out... God made us all spectacular. Love your body, Love your soul, Love your mind, Love your spirit.....God Bless!!!

Spring day

2011-04-03T17:02:00.000-07:00

Beautiful spring day it is....time to enjoy the outdoors, the colors,the scent of the flowers, the warm air, the sunshine....another classic day from the good Lord. Take time to smell the flowers, to see the beauty in the many colors of this world, life around you.....remember we are living on Gods canvas, so we must respect and appreciate all the beauty he paints!!! Cherish it, cherish Life! Spring is truly the beginning of life...so begin something incredible in your life! God Bless this beautiful planet!!!

Weekend

2011-04-02T20:11:00.000-07:00

Ah yes, the beautiful weekend is here. What do you do on the weekends? Do you take time to really enjoy your favorite things in life? I love the weekends as it is a time to relax, a time to spend with the people that are important in our lives, a time to enjoy things that mean something to us, a time to reconnect with why we are alive and what makes our spirit soar. Its a wonderful break from the realities of everyday life. Do you know how important it is to know what makes your life so enjoyable? As a mom that use to be a stay at home mom for years, I had lost that part of me for a very long time and it took an awful toll on me. Its when I made the decision to get back on my own again that I found my self again. I am still a work in progress, but I have come a long way.

The only problem with me now is that I am still unemployed and have so little money to escape this apartment of mine. I don't really mind that too much as I am some what of a home body to begin with, but what I wouldn't give to spend a beautiful spring evening by the ocean watching a glorious sunset. Seeing Gods masterpiece is so very inspiring and refreshes my soul. I can almost hear a Josh Groban song playing as I watch the colors of this work of art. I long more and more to escape to such beauty.

But no, tonight I am kind of stuck at home as my income is so low at the moment that I cant even afford the ever rising gas prices that keep going up and up. I have been stressing so much over it, but I made a decision to just let it go and try to keep my faith that life will get easier. It is a challenging time that I must and will overcome. What else is there to do other than keep faith?

So what exciting thing that I got to do today? Well, I suppose the Giants beating the Dodgers by a laughter of a score was the high light of the day. There is something quite enjoyable about a Saturday game of baseball....grab the hot dogs and soda and there ya have a moment to unwind to...What is better than baseball? Is there anything more American than that? Other than the game with our sworn enemy, I spent my day alone watching movies that I adore. P.S. I Love you is one of my favorites and to take a day and watch this beautiful romantic story again always seem to put me in a better place. Is Gerald Butler hot or what? LOL.... Of course when I watch romantic movies, I get emotional and contemplate more on my own love life and how much I miss it. I seem to torture myself when ever I see a good Love story. But I seem to get quite a kick from getting in touch with my feminine side, my side for romance and dreams. As hard as the longing can be at times, I do realize that nothing is ever permanent. I like to think of this stage in my life as a time for growth and spiritual awareness. It seems to help me get through the darkness of feeling alone.

Other than the activities mentioned above, that was basically my day. I decided to spend some time writing it down because even though it seems so simple, it still was a moment that touched my soul. Even the most ordinary days can have an impact on a soul that is willing to listen.There is beauty and joy in everything. Take time to appreciate every moment of everyday....One never knows where life will take them the next day....

'Baby Growing in Mommy's Womb' Life is a Miracle !!!

2011-04-02T13:37:00.000-07:00

My message from God

2011-04-02T10:33:00.000-07:00

I got this message on my face book this morning and when I read it, it made me feel so good. I really needed a message like this today as my life lately seems to be an endless source of stress. If we listen carefully and pay attention to life around us each and every day, we will notice that we do get messages from God. Inspiration, hope, faith can come at anytime, so be open to possibilities. Believe!

God wants you to know,

... that the world is an abundant place. So far, everyday of your life you have had enough to survive. Whether it was water, food or shelter, one way or another, you had enough. Why would tomorrow be any different? God has created an abundant world, live in appreciation of that.

(Rare!) Helen Keller & Anne Sullivan (1930 Newsreel Footage)

2011-04-01T17:04:00.000-07:00

Enchanting evening

2011-03-31T22:11:00.000-07:00

Time to end a beautiful day with an even more enchanted evening. Under the brightest of moons, darkest of skies.... we shall close our eyes and rest for a new day that lies ahead. Its the most perfect time in our day as we can talk to God about our fears, hopes and dreams. Its the time of day when we can slow down and be one with the world, our families, our partners. Its the time when we can remember our blessings and thank the universe for Life! Good Night sweet Earth!

Gratitutde

2011-03-31T22:07:00.000-07:00

"Gratitude today for the simplest & freeest of things... The sound & feel of the gentle wind, the bright red color of fresh-picked strawberries, the sunlight peeking through the clouds in the afternoon, a good book filled with unread pages, the sound of children playing in the streets, quiet time to simply BE, YOU reading this..What are you grateful for today?"-Brian Piergrossi

Where I have been

2011-03-31T19:52:00.000-07:00

Going down a country road

walking amongst Life's trees

Got my James Taylor playing in my ears

Thinking about Gods plan for me

Not knowing where I am going

feeling where I have been

The world seems so uncertain

I'm tryin and tryin again

Looking for a partner, needing a job

mind so heavy in endless thoughts

thinking lifes journey is like a war

with so many battles still need to be fought

Not knowing where I am going

feeling where I have already been

The world is so uncertain

but I keep tryin and tryin again

I'll reach my destination

how ever long it may take me

For where I have been is my lesson

and so I carry hope for eternity

Baseball season is here

2011-03-31T15:49:00.000-07:00

Welcome 2011 Baseball season.Oh how I have missed you. IS there anything more exciting then the beginning of Americas favorite past time? My team, the defending world champs San Francisco Giants will play the Los Angeles Dodgers to kick off the year they defend their title! BEAT LA!!!!!!!!!!! Spring is finally here...So kick back, enjoy the ride from the boys of summer!!!!

Bare

2011-03-30T20:26:00.000-07:00

*~*Surrender your soul to the universe.Let the bareness of your precious spirit take over .Take a moment to give your body all the nourishing love it so deserves and never forget how important it is to cherish the vessel that the good Lord gave you. Your mind, spirit and body are a precious gifts from the heavens. See the beauty that is YOU! Man, woman, the human body is beautiful!*~*

Lovely Spring Day!

2011-03-30T16:15:00.000-07:00

~*******Its a lovely spring day and the sun is out shining its glory onto earths beautiful creatures. Flowers are starting to bloom and life is stirring about. What will you accomplish today? What will you dream of? What steps are you taking to make those dreams a reality? Doesn't the beautiful ray of sun light tell you to get off the rear end and make Life happen?Today is an opportunity to willfully and purposefully seek out your hopes and dreams. Its also an opportunity to seek God for help in achieving your goals! Embrace today, Embrace Life always! Peace and Love to all!*******~

Forest of Struggles

2011-03-29T21:04:00.000-07:00

SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO GO THROUGH A FOREST OF STRUGGLES BEFORE WE CAN FIND OUR TRUE HEART!!!!

"Isn't it good to know that God cares about everything that concerns you? Even the little things that you are afraid of matter to God.Your part is to pray and have faith and God's part is to provide the power to meet your need. What do you need to pray about tonight?"...Joyce Meyer

When the lights go out

2011-03-28T22:45:00.000-07:00

Tonight we had a black out at my apartment complex. At first, I was rather upset as I was on my computer when the power went off, but the evening proved to be just what i needed. So, as most people would do when lights go out, I lit some candles around to light my apartment up. I love the light from a candle because it is soft, romantic and oh so peaceful. Add a breeze from an open window, some music from James Taylor from my I POD and you have the makings of a beautiful evening. I think it was GODS way of saying get off the high tech gadget of this computer and get back to a simpler moment in my life.....It was a simple moment, but it reminded me to take time to love the simple things. Of course I had to thank GOD for allowing this to happen. Sometimes we need to get back to basics.

A thought for today.....XOXO

2011-03-28T18:30:00.000-07:00

A thought to think about today ....Even ordinary days can have meaning..............

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" Don't get down on yourself about everything you did not do right yesterday or even today. Tomorrow is a new day. Learn to Love your life, right now, right where you are now. Say, "I am grateful to be a child of God, redeemed and made righteous in his eyes. I am going to enjoy myself all day long."..Joyce Meyer

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Beautiful Day!

2011-03-28T09:47:00.000-07:00

Oh what a beautiful day, Oh what a beautiful day!!! Good morning to Mother Earth and all her children. The sun is out once again reminding me that life is a blessing and that rain clouds of our lives are never permanent. Feel the blessings of Gods love, feel the blessings of life.Take time today to embrace beautiful you.

Sail away with me

2011-03-27T21:43:00.000-07:00

Come sail with me tonight

on the clouds of heavenly dreams.

Let us adventure to far away places

that heaven has only seen

Some day I shall meet you,

some day we shall escape to a place all our own.

Let our love carry us away

on the breeze that doves have flown

Tonight Come sail with me

across the wide open sea

where will always be

together for eternity

A Little Romance

2011-03-27T18:14:00.000-07:00

~~~~~***Tonight would be a wonderful night to get connected with some one special.Weather it is at home, or in some exotic location, it can happen anywhere that your heart is.A little romance is so good for the soul.Just grab your mate and show them your heart. If only it was that simple for me. Being a single woman I so long for and miss those tender moments that I can spend giving myself to one special man. God, do I miss that so much. I don't think there is anything more special than the love between two souls...Why do couples ever let that slip away?Why do we let the craziness of life around us come in between a special bond?Why do we take our partners for granted? I know that someday I will get my second chance at love, but now, I just gotta wait for that man to come into my life...to be here, with me...... Hopefully my dream will happen soon. You know, sometimes being single can really hurt to the core, especially when you have these moments when you long for company, a smile,a hug, a kiss, or a soft touch.... We all need that kind of Love in our lives. There are those that like to deny that they need it, or that they are very strong without it, but we are all human, with human needs. God gave us the ability to love for a reason. Being alone is perfectly alright, but for me, I rather share my journey in life with some one special.I am not afraid to admit that I need someone.

A friend once told me it is better to be alone than to be with bad company. So very true indeed.His words of wisdom made me appreciate this time alone a little bit more. Why? Because being alone has given me time to grow, and time to discover what is really important to me.Its given me time to heal and learn from my own mistakes. I do know that when it is time, when Gods plan is ready, God will send my angel to me. Then, its because of my time alone, that I can be the best partner I can be. Until then, my dreams, my imagination, my heart will have to do....Believe me, I am the biggest dreamer there is! I will follow my heart until the very end!~~~***

Amazing Grace - Rhema 7yr old Gospel singer plz "Share"

2011-03-27T10:13:00.000-07:00

Great Minds: Carl Sagan - Pale Blue Dot [new HD version]

2011-03-27T09:46:00.000-07:00

SHOWER THE PEOPLE James Taylor

2011-03-26T21:14:00.000-07:00

Messages of Life

2011-03-26T20:21:00.000-07:00

The night is so quiet, and so very peaceful. The night time calls so eloquently to our hearts.The song of the stars listens to our calling.....

It is time to light some candles, be still and listen to the messages of life flow through our spirits. Remember the woman that lies within your soul, or remember the strong man that you know you are.......Either way, let it come out and shine in Gods light! Feel all qualities that the universe has made who you are.....~~~~Love and Peace always~~~~

MOMS

2011-03-26T19:45:00.000-07:00

~~~~~~~~OK, so my almost 13 year old daughter Sarah stayed with me the last few days, which normally I do not mind after all I love when my kids want to stay with me,..but tonight I sent her back over to her dads because I needed some quiet time for myself. She didn't want to go, but I really needed some time to be something other than just a mom, even if it just for a night....I cannot help but feel guilty because I made her go anyway. Is that a sign of a bad mom? I don't think so, but like I said, the guilt factor is eating away at me. I am sure that most mothers feel this way about spending time away from their kids.God, I can still remember the first time I left my first child for the first time..... man, I was a nervous wreck. What a difference between then and now. Don't you think parents need time away from the kids to do something for just them? Don't you think we need to be reminded of the person we once were and the person we are now? How great would it be to reconnect with that someone special in our life that we have taken for granted on a daily basis?..... Its amazing how much of us moms put pressure on ourselves to always be there when ever the kids want us.....breaking away sometimes is so incredibly hard, especially because kids grow up so incredibly fast, but we must do it for our own sanity.Screw the idea that kids must come first with everything. Sometimes its best to put our selves first! After all, we are more than just moms, we are people too. We have to remember the inner person in us, the dreams, the goals....Without that, we can easily fall into a pattern that is not healthy for our families or ourselves. If we do that, then we become a better mom to be around...........~~~~~~~

Faith and Hope

2011-03-24T21:36:00.000-07:00

What a rainy , cold day today was. Not a day to go out that's for sure.The rain was OK, but the howling cold wind really hit me to the core. I did however go and see my counselor today and I am glad I made myself go.I did not really want to go and sit in a doctors office for a few hours, but I made myself anyways. Sometimes we need to kick our own butts to get things done. I see my counselor about every few weeks just to decompress on my struggles and what I have to do to get out of this rut I have found myself in lately.When your a single parent and unemployed, you need all the help you can to stay sane. Today we talked about how I can get through this depression of being out of work. It is a situation that I know a lot of people are facing, so I do not feel so alone in this. Usually I am pretty upbeat about things in my life, but lately being in the poor house has taken a toll on me. I cant afford to go out and do things, so I have been stuck at home for so very long. So we talked and I pretty much feel somewhat better about my situation. It is amazing how counselors have a way to inspire. What I need is a serious plan and really think about where I am going.I think once I establish a plan for life, that my spirits will pick up some. She also suggested that I find something that is just me. Not something that involves being mommy or being someones ex, but just me, Laurie. I guess I need a hobby or some activity that gets me out of the house a bit more, something that makes me feel more alive. She suggested salsa dancing, but me dancing? lol. She meant well. I am not sure I am ready to shake my booty. HA Ha. But she did make a good point. Yeah, I tend to hibernate in my house.That can't be very healthy. But can you blame me? I am currently out of work and very low on $$...What can a person do to find some more passions in life when there is little money to use? It is a question I have pondered for quite awhile and I am sure will have to for a little while longer. I like to think that God has my back and will take care of things when the moment is right. But for now, I throw this challenge out there and will let the good Lord guide me to the place that he has planed for me. This picture I posted today reminds me so much of hope and faith. Its a lovely reminder to never give up on either one of those beautiful qualities.How can the world get by without those? I may not have life figured out at this point in my life, but how boring would it be if I did? So much to learn and discover........

Spring?????

2011-03-24T08:08:00.000-07:00

Is really spring? Cold, rain, hail, funnel clouds....really?I guess I should not complain as at least we are not covered in snow.I do empathize with other parts of this country who still have to dig out every day from the bitter snow.I just miss the warmth of spring, the blooming flowers, the smell of cut grass....I long to escape the walls around me and to escape to outside once again. I guess the old saying truly goes....." April showers bring May flowers"....or in this case, March showers....

God, Faith, and time

2011-03-23T21:17:00.000-07:00

Have you ever had a friend that means so much to you and your life and when you see them struggle with things in their life, you just want to help them any way you can? Ever feel so helpless about it knowing there is not much you can do? I am going through something very much like that. My best friend has so much that he is dealing with that I know he is stressing beyond belief. Seeing that I live 3000 miles away from him what can I do? I spoke to him today and I gave him the best that I could give...my support, my love, my friendship. When it comes down to it, there are things in our journey that we must figure out alone. AS hard as it can be at times, this time of uncertainty is so needed for our spiritual growth.That does not mean we have to stand by and do nothing.Offering our love, kind thoughts, and blessings to our loved ones can do wonders. Reminding our loved ones that God, faith, and time can heal wounds. I believe that to be true. I believe that being one with our Lord is the best way to get through even the most challenging times. But ya gotta give him your soul. Yeah, I still feel like I want to do more, and my heart aches that I can't, but what could possibly be more helpful than to stand by your dearest of friends or family when they so need some extra comfort.Life is so short, so uncertain....there is nothing more important in this lifetime than the people that come into our lives. Cherish all those that you connect with....THAT is the true reason for living!

RIP Elizabeth Taylor

2011-03-23T09:59:00.001-07:00

God rest your soul Elizabeth Taylor......A true legend, a true beauty, now in the presence of the Lord. The world lost a great friend!

see the light

2011-03-23T09:43:00.000-07:00

Good morning beautiful Earth!

No matter how lost you maybe at times in life, there will always be a glorious light through your own life's forest!Just open your eyes and see the way! Its Gods way helping you see your way through the journey of life!

Home to the soul

2011-03-22T19:26:00.000-07:00

I asked someone the other day why their house was always a mess? Their response was that they never had time to keep it clean. I find that a little odd considering the source. This person that I asked is a regular church going person and speaks of the Lord daily. I pondered for a moment and replied..." If you invited GOD into your house would you want him around the mess?" They told me..."God does not care what your house looks like"....I thought about for a moment and yes, I believe part of that is true, but I had another thought that you may not have thought of. Our home is the one place in the world were we can feel safe from the outside world, a place to fall safely when we have had a rough day, a place to Love, a place for nourishment and rest, a place to express our selves without judgement. Its almost like an outside image of who we are inside. I believe our home is the comfort we need our souls to feel and if that is a mess, than what does that say about the soul? I have always taken great pride in keeping my home organized, neat and full of the things that make my soul long for life. I have pictures, art, flowers, candles all spread around my home and when I look at all the colors around me, I feel my soul burst with new life.I feel the blessings that GOD has stowed upon me. My home is part of my soul........it is so comforting. Shouldn't all homes be that way to their owners? When I see my home, I see my inner me!!!!!

James Taylor - Wichita Lineman - Grammy Nominated

2011-03-22T12:41:00.000-07:00

Celtic Woman- Someday

2011-03-22T12:33:00.000-07:00

Find your blessings

2011-03-22T09:27:00.000-07:00

I woke up this morning feeling a little bit depressed due to my lack of income and my unemployment situation. I worry about how I am going to pay my bills, when is someone going to hire me, how will I support my beautiful kids. There is so much uncertainty in times today, and I do realize that I am not the only one that is going through this. Seems like a good part of the country has these same worries. But when I found this picture of a rainbow, my worries seemed to melt away. I see the colors of the flowers,the rainbow I feel hope within me rise again. I feel GOD reaching down and telling me that it will be OK. I know that I must take each day at a time, and that the good Lord will provide me with all that I need and that there is no need to worry. I also remind myself of the tragedy of Japan and I feel blessed with what is going on my life. Sure, its not easy, and never will be, and I do feel the burden of worry at times, but I need to let it go. I need to keep my faith strong, and my hope alive.I need to cherish all the beautiful moments that come to me cause life is never a certain thing. I don't want to waste my life worry about challenges.

My blessings today are my faith, my strength, my home, my heart, my soul, my beautiful friends, my kids, the food and water that nourish my body, the clothes on my back, the opportunities that come to me, my dreams, my love!

That's a lot of blessings! May the world find their own blessings and share them!

~Peace and Love always~

Beautiful Universe

2011-03-21T21:54:00.000-07:00

Look to the skies for peace. See Gods beautiful work. See the beautiful heavens shine their luminous beauty on to you. If you listen so quietly, you can hear the universe plan for your dreams! Never be afraid to put your self out there for all the universe to see! Live, Love, Laugh with a full heart. After all, every living creature is part of this remarkable universe. Live well!

another beatuiful day

2011-03-21T08:48:00.000-07:00

Rain or shine, we must count or blessings that are given to us daily. Each day has many opportunities, so we must seek them out and use them.

Wish and pray

2011-03-17T11:49:00.000-07:00

A little girl wishes for childhood dreams,
A woman wishes for true love, peace and happiness....

But today we should all look to the skies and wish for recovery for the people of Japan who are suffering with unbelievable fears and losses from the deadly quake and tsunami that occurred March 11, 2011. If there was ever a test of faith, courage and strength, they are certainly being tested. God Bless our fellow brothers and sisters of this world. May we all learn the lessons of compassion, faith, and the beautiful gift of Life and let this bring the world together.

Spring

2011-02-28T20:45:00.000-08:00

My body is still getting over having the flu this week, but my mind is still sick for the spring to come. I actually took a short walk this afternoon for a little bit of outside time and it felt good to feel the crisp air against my face. It had been the first time I had escaped my germ ridden apartment in a week. Oh how I long for the blue skies, the smell of the grass, the brilliant warmth around me. Hearing the small birds sing their pre spring love songs made me feel so alive. My walk was no where as picturesque as this picture, but in my mind, this is where I was! How great is life when you can slow down and smell the colorful flowers of spring? Now, even better question is ...how great will it be to someday share this feeling I have with someone special? The spring so inspires me..........

Happy Birthday Josh Groban

2011-02-27T20:24:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday my dearest Josh. Your music has been an incredible inspiration to not only just me, but to so many others over the years as well.So today I wish you all the best on your 30th Birthday and I hope your life and music be filled with many inspirations that continue to fill your soul for eternity. Have a wonderful day....God Bless you dear one!

Mother Nature and rainy days

2011-02-17T22:42:00.000-08:00

~~~ When Mother Nature gives us rainy days, it isn't for us to feel sadness, stress, despair, or even boredom. It isn't to punish us, or balance out our happiness. Beautiful rainy days are days that are given to us so we can appreciate Life, growth and spiritual rebirth from within. Its a time to renew our passions, our joys..... Its a time to pray, to love, to be loved, to cherish, to appreciate, to learn, to understand and to be thankful for all the blessings that have been given to us. I feel quite lucky to breath every single day. To be able to love our human bodies and explore with them is quite the blessing indeed.I may not have life figured out at this stage of my life, and I am quite sure there will be many more rainy days to come, but I am so grateful to have all the days in my life to discover my own journey. I can only dream what tomorrow will be like. Where will I go? Who will I become? Who will I travel with? Lovely questions to ponder on.........~~~~~

Escaping to Romance

2011-02-15T20:39:00.000-08:00

I can smell the rain coming. My windows are open on this breezy winter evening and I can feel the weather changing. I enjoy a good rain shower any day, but I must admit, I cant wait til the warm sun comes back out for awhile. I miss the magic of spring and the warmth of summer. I miss being outside. I miss the smell of cut grass in the lazy afternoon and a ballgame on TV. But as much as I cant wait for the season to change, tonight I wouldn't mind escaping to a little place in the mountains. Log cabins have always fascinated me and they remind me of a comfort that no other place could bring to my soul. I imagine a warm, cozy

fire crackling inside and two lovers sitting intimately close by talking about life, and love. I imagine hot cocoa being sipped as the frosty air outside looked in with admiration. A place like this makes me long for romance. Yes, its been awhile since I have had true romance, and hopefully someday I will experience it again, but for now, my mind will take me to all the places I yearn for. Tonight I dream.............

Universe

2011-02-14T21:35:00.000-08:00

The universe is always watching. It knows your dreams, your heart and your fears. Be grateful for all that is given, including the lessons that need to be learned, and the tears that it some times brings... for the Universe has a plan... Tonight, I send out my wishes, and my love to all those that inspire me, to all my friends that take time to know my spirit, and to all my loved ones that love conditionally. I thank the Universe for all the opportunities I have been given and for the people that have entered my life There is a reason!
Tonight I go to bed with dreams in my heart and hopes in my soul. I know the night time stars will carry my wishes so very far. I long for the morning to awaken so my being will be refreshed with a new journey. God Bless you universe.....God Bless Life on Earth!

Valentines day

2011-02-14T13:53:00.000-08:00

I went out to the store today to pick up a few valentine items for my kids. I couldn't believe how busy the store was.It was a mad house. So many guys were there picking up flowers for their ladies, and moms picking things up for their kids and partners as well. I knew right then that it was valentines day! I so love valentines day. Its not because gifts are handed out, or chocolate seems to be everywhere, but its the one time of year that love is on every ones mind. It doesn't even matter where you are in this world, love is universal, love is what we all need. Even though LOVE is always a good thing, love or romance should never be settled for only one day a year. WE should spoil those in our lives that mean so much to us with our affections every single day . Valentines day should not the only day for love, but it is more of a reminder that we need to keep our hearts open to those we love!

Forget the gifts...valentines day isn't about the gifts...its about opening your heart completely to those you love. Its about letting people know whats in your heart. Its about giving a piece of your soul to another. Money cant buy that! So instead of searching for that perfect gift, or spending so much money on material things, or things we don't need, why not try something simple by just taking some time and be so completely open to your valentine. How wonderful would it be if you heard your partner or even your children open up their hearts to you? I don't know about you, but I never get tired of hearing I LOVE YOU...The thoughts really do count!!!!!!

So remember that each day that your loved ones are in your life, those days are also a very special days as well. Cherish every single moment of every single day with all of your loved ones!!! Because in the end, its all the days we spend loving our friends and family that makes valentines day so special!

Light

2011-02-13T21:11:00.000-08:00

Like all nights, tonight is a blessed night. It is blessed simply for the fact we are alive and breathing. We should always be grateful for that beautiful eternal gift! The one thing to remember about ourselves is that we all have a beautiful light within us, a remarkable light that has a power to change, give, share, encourage, forgive, love and so much more. It is up to us to let out the luminous glow from our spirits. Share your precious light with someone and watch the miracle happen!

Charlie Sheen

2011-02-02T11:03:00.000-08:00

******It is really sad to me how society accepts certain negative behavior from celebrities. We talk about it in media and in our homes, joking as if it was a glamorous lifestyle to reach for when infact it is a negative pattern that eventually teaches our youth bad moral decisions. It is so common in Hollywood, and we the public just sit by and watch this destructive side, acting like it is no big deal. It is also quite sad that these certain celebrities don't really understand what a blessing they already have and that they continually choose to hurt themselves over and over again. Take Charlie Sheen for example, here is a young man who is quite seemingly popular and has alot going for him. But instead of using his blessings for the good, he chooses to continually damage himself and others in drug use, too much partying and basically wasting his soul on meaningless activities. Now, I like Charlie Sheen, why? I don't know.... maybe because his acting makes me laugh....but he is in deep trouble. If we (society) continually tell him that this behavior is OK, and he gets away with doing all this without consequences, (like jail) then I can almost predict another Hollywood tragic ending. Whats even more tragic are the impact that this will have on his children. What is he teaching them? Why does anyone let him do this to his children? It is quite sadden that some one we like is so messed up. He certainly needs help and hopefully his close friends will stop enabling him and get him the help he needs. He is a soul, he is one of Gods children, and may the good Lord see him through this difficult journey!!!!******

My ramble for the day!

HOPE

2011-01-30T17:46:00.000-08:00

Do you know what is so great about today? It is not the small miracles that happen daily across the world that makes life so great but the fact that we are alive, breathing and open to new possibilities and challenges. It is the chance of anything happening in our lives that makes life so remarkable and so filled with eternal hope. Never let a moment go by without believing in the impossible!

MUSIC

2011-01-30T14:16:00.000-08:00

On a cold, wet winter day when nothing important seems to be calling, when the rain falls with ease and darkened skies are overwhelming, when quiet and peace surround me, I find myself at one and alone with the music of James Taylor. There is nothing quite like the sounds of James on a day like today. I find myself so content with life, so content with just being. It has always been amazing to me how good life can feel when I listen to his music. There is something so calming in one man, one guitar, singing a story on life. Music in general can comfort the soul, but to this woman, Mr Taylor is such the Master at it. Oh, how I have such a love affair with his music. Maybe that is the "Secret of Life"...enjoying the sounds that move our spirits! Maybe that is what makes happiness....What does music mean to you?

But no matter what kind of music lifts your spirit, its perfect for a day like today. No, the sun does not have to be out for it to be a beautiful day.. A beautiful day happens when you let your spirit open up to the pleasures of life while letting your heart feel all the things it is suppose to feel..... Let the dark clouds, the fog, the rain, inspire your happiness in the comfort of amazing sounds from amazing people. Find the joy in the darkened moments. Let the sounds of music over flow you today and release you of all those worry filled thoughts. As James Taylor wrote in one of his songs..."You've Got A Friend"...... and indeed you do....in music!

God Bless

Rainforest

2011-01-29T21:50:00.000-08:00

Its never too late to start taking care of Mother Earth!

Rain Forest

Your stunning grace

the abundant life you hold

The air you create

is like a story heaven told

Rain sooths your aching

It flourishes new beginnings

enriching all of lifes creatures

especially for the wondrous human beings

I can almost hear

the sweet sound of the flute

echoing across your majestic vision

The sound so inspiring

May it remind us of our mission

Oh how the world needs you

your splendid trees

water filled hidden treasures

It is heavens eloquent beauty

But I feel as if we are loosing you

to mans selfish greed

How can we allow

the destruction of natures seed

We must save our precious air

and our splendid trees

Save our beautiful rivers

and clean our mighty seas

We must keep these Rain forest thriving

if we want our kids to breath

Once they are gone, they're gone

all for eternity

We must take action

The time is NOW

If we do nothing to protect Mother Earth,

then the worlds death will surly be allowed

Mother Nature gave us a gift

Let us cherish the blessing at hand

Hear the lesson that she teaches

and that may we all truly understand

Secrets

2011-01-25T20:36:00.000-08:00

How do you feel about secrets? Do you think that it is possible to keep them without hurting anybody? Do you think they eventually come out anyway regardless of how hard you try to hide something? Does the phrase " you cant handle the truth" ...play over and over in your head? I have often wondered why people were so inclined to hold such powerful secrets from people in their lives, especially people that mean so much to them. I know we all have fears, and we all make mistakes, but I never could understood why some people are so afraid to open up their deepest fears with people they care about.People that honestly care about you will listen and do their best to understand. Is the fear of hurting someone more powerful than the secret itself?Isn't honesty the best way to communicate with our loved ones? Yes, the truth can sometimes hurt, and people do often get hurt, but at least once its out it can be a burden lifted. Free the soul. Move on. We shouldn't let our relationships suffer because of a fear! Yes, today I am rambling, but their is a point!

I bring this up today because yesterday on Oprah, a major secret in Oprahs life was revealed. Her mother had given up a baby many years ago and was kept secret from the family.I can not even begin to imagine how hard that was to hold such a secret. I also cant imagine how the mother felt or is feeling. How would you feel if suddenly there was a new member of the family? Even more so, how would you feel if someone had kept that secret from you? What makes a person carry such a burden for all these years? Why is the fear so strong that they cant admit to what is weighing on them? I think about how much time was lost from that secret. It saddens me that there was so much wasted time.Yes, they have got time now, but once a day is lost, its gone forever. Hopefully Oprah and her new sister can make up for lost time! God Bless them both!

Secrets do hurt. They can do alot of damage as well.They come in all shapes, forms, sizes and even from the most well intended of people. From extra marital affairs, to how many people one has slept with before a relationship, to health issues and bad habits...it seems to happen more than we think. No matter what the secret is, it seems to me its always best to discuss these things with the people that are involved. No matter what the relationship is, communication is always important. We need to trust our partners, trust our family.......keeping fears within our beings is not a healthy way to live. I would rather know something painful then to have someone carry it around as baggage.