Thursday, September 30, 2010

May the Angels guide you darling

Tonight I would like to send out all my love, all my well wishes, all my prayers, and all my hugs and kisses to a special person in my life. He is under the weather with pneumonia and wish him a speedy recovery. Nothing pains me more then to see some one I care about in discomfort in any way. Life is always so precious, and his means the world to me..... May the Angels above guide him to a quick recovery..... Lots of Love XXOO~

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Autumn


He is painting again...Do you see it? The inspiring season of Autumn is among us and its time for the beauty of colors to be painted and embrace the planet. I cannot see these beautiful colors around here with my eyes, but I know they are there. I feel it within my soul... I know how Life has so many wonderful gifts all over the world, but I just pray that Gods children will take care of this beautiful planet. Its our home....and it also makes me think.......

Autumn, such a lovely time of year. I can almost smell the holiday food being cooked or the plans for family get togethers being made. Why do we save this wonderful time for this time of year? Shouldn't we spend all year with these warm feelings within? Doesn't the world need more family togetherness? Why is the rest of the year being spent too focused on getting ahead, rushing around trying to have the latest technology? Why do we stress so much over trying to get money, or the best paying jobs? What if we don't get ahead? What if we slowed down and just loved what we already have, and where we are at in life? For me, I have kind of been stuck on this thought for quite some time. Images everywhere of trying to be the best or ahead is talked about so often that I get so lost in my head on what I need to do in my own life.Constant news reports on unemployment seems to be everywhere and is creating so much stress for our fellow mankind. Why would any of us want to spend our lives feeling that? It cant be good that media is so focused on it. I know it has been so easy for me to worry over things like that in the past, and I am trying hard to no let it over take my thoughts, but really the most important thing that I need in life is my love for my family. Sure, love cant pay the bills, but even if I had to live in a tent some place....as long as I had the people I love....that's all that matters. Hell, I could live in a little cabin with no electricity and be OK. Actually, I even may like it. Simpler times seems to be such a soothing thought for me. I think years of not having much money as made me realize how little I do need.Now, I am not saying I want to loose my place where I live, or my car, or anything for that matter...but I have learned that it is OK to not have money. Some how, the good Lord provides what is needed.....we just have to ask and be patient....most of all, have lots of Faith!

So again, Autumn.....such a wonderful time of year....Let us keep this holiday feeling within our souls every single day....Let us remember what truly is important in life and focus on enjoying Life and not worrying over details that only causes needless stress..........I admit it..I am poor, unemployed and for now, perfectly ok. I can say that cause I have the most important gift of all....Love!

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Imagine


Life is crazy, life is hectic. So many responsibilities, so much stress...sometimes I wonder how I deal with it all. How does any body deal with it all? Is life suppose to be spent like this, always thinking about what needs to be done.....Sometimes it is so overwhelming to think about all the things we have to do just to get by.... But its time when I feel this way that I close my eyes and wish to escape to some beautiful deserted beach under a glorious moon.........I would hold hands with my lover as we stroll along the shoreline of the crashing waves. The cool air gently sweeping past us as we just embrace the company of our souls...We would laugh,cry, love.....anything our souls desired. Love would be the only thing that surrounded us. I would not waste one thought on things that are not important in this world...There is something magical about nature, and the beauty of the world that lifts problems away. Obviously I can't run away to such a paradise, but tonight I will close my eyes and imagine.......Yeah, I am an adult that still embraces her imagination. I am blessed that GOD still allows me to have one. If a person ever lost their imagination, I believe it would be very sad indeed. I can't even imagine that.......go figure!

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Hidden treasure


If I only had the power to jump into a painting. This would be my ideal place to spend a good life. What else could a person possibly ever need other than the love of their life and the beauty of Gods work? I know this is just a painting, but somewhere on this beautiful planet must be a place as stunning as this. Let us find this hidden treasure. Come sit with me in this canoe and let us talk of Love........

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Dear Universe

Dear Beautiful Universe,

You are spectacular in every way. You are full of Life and so much incredible mystery. There are so many gifts that you have given to all of your children....air, sun, water, earth... just to name a few. They are all so precious. I pray that your children of the Earth will never forget these amazing blessings you have given us. May we always protect your generosity.


I think of you when I think of my own journey and all the challenges every day that make my spirit grow. Life has its up and downs, but you are always there to listen to my ever longing heart. I give to you my hidden desires, my hopes, my prayers, my love, my dreams, my fears, because I know you hold them deep within your core. I know you have a purpose for each one of us and I so desire to learn what you have in store for our beautiful future. Teach me well Universe. Where will you guide my soul?

Thank you oh mighty Universe. Thank you for opening my heart to the possibilities. Thank you for not allowing me to give up. Thank you for your life, your beauty, your wisdom. Thank you for listening to a soul longing for her Love. Thank you for the connections I have made in my Life. Thank you for allowing the spirit to run free within.Thank you for the lessons, the tears, and the smiles.....Thank you for the laughter, the anger, and the miles.....its been a journey.A breath taking journey indeed. I look forward to the journey ahead...........

I send this out to you tonight Universe so that you may understand what a miracle you are. May the world feel you, breath you , and connect with your precious light.

Good night sweet universe...
You are Loved

Blogging and Depression


Do you know what I love most about blogging? It is the fact that what ever mood I am feeling at any given moment, or what ever crazy thought I have running in my head, I can express it without judgement. The thoughts do not even have to be that important either. Sometimes those thoughts can pile up in ones head and can drive one crazy if not given a chance to express them. It is also really good for people that have depression. It kind of helps them understand what they are feeling and give some clarity to their thoughts. I never really understood depression till a few years ago, when I, myself was diagnosed with it. I didn't really want to admit I suffer from it because there has always been some bad connotation to the name, but I now understand there is nothing to be ashamed of. What drives me crazy is that even now, with all the research and discoveries on it, there are people that think it can be turned on and off like an emotion that somehow we are choosing this. Such a myth that is. Every mind is different and some of us need little more help then others. The important thing is that we find and learn what ever works for us to help control it. For me, blogging about the simplest of things helps ,weather its about my faith in the Lord, a beautiful picture, or the pleasure of listening to my favorite singer. Being able to appreciate how my own mind works is what makes me grow as a person. I have certainly learned more about myself and the things that lights my soul on fire. Now, I don't see depression as an illness, (even though it is classified as one) but more of Gods way of challenging me. Yeah, still a work in progress, but knowing I have a safe place to let go of the thoughts, well.....it is a little peace of mind at my own fingertips.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

night time


Isn't the night time beautiful? Everything seems more clear and more peaceful at night. What I love most about the night is the calming effect it can have on the soul. Especially mine. Seeing the stars spread across the misty colored sky in the luminous light of the moon makes me dream. It makes me reflect on what I have achieved during the day, and what I hope to achieve the next. Life around seems to be slowly settling down from a day of chaos. It also makes me think of all the people I have connected with on my journey, and appreciate even more the people in my life that I love so dearly. The night time is a time to dream and rest, but more so, its a time to be thankful for the amazing life that has been given. Its a time to hear the good Lord and his beautiful lessons of life. Close your eyes tonight, reflect, love, hope, dream......Feel the nights gentle embrace. Let it carry your dreams for all the universe to see.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Look to the skies

The moment is coming my dear
when this waiting will end
Can't you see the heavens now,
making its pathway toward us?
Cant you see the skies working together in harmony?
The universe is brilliant in its plan
regardless of what all others say
All we have to do is listen
and be patient
It hears our cries,
It holds our pain
It feels the aching inside our beings
It knows of our longing
But it continues to prepare
for that moment
when our souls unite
that will be
its breath taking masterpiece
for then
Our souls will be one
free to soar above the heavens
and free of all the suffering
Look to the skies my love,
our time is coming.........



Autumn Walk

Autumn will soon be here my love
so come walk with me in these gentle woods.
Let us see the fall leaves turn to its magnificent color
and feel the brisk air sweep across our faces
Hold on to my hand darling,
and let me feel your strength and protection inside your gentle hands
Let me feel your silent message of Love as you hold tightly..
No need for words, I can feel the love through your fingertips
Let our hands be one as we admire the beauty that surrounds us,
reminding our souls of our own special beauty within, our sweet love
Oh, what shall we talk of on our Autumn walk.....Love, hope, dreams....
I want to hear them all, I want to share all the thoughts that flow through our minds
Seeing the smile in the corner of your sturdy smile tells me of your joy
My hand in yours tells you of my joy, and my everlasting admiration
So come walk with me!

Whats around the corner?

Good morning beautiful Sunday. Where is the road of life going to lead you today?Aren't you excited over the possibilities that Life can bring? You never know whats around the corner...You just have to have faith and keep hope alive within your spirit. I know that is something not easily done all the time, but one should never give up trying! Today I am just blessed at the people in my Life....for me, those connections will lead me far....I Love my Journey! I am grateful I do not have to do it alone! XOXOXOXO ~Peace, Love, Understanding always~

Saturday, September 11, 2010

9/11

Even the darkest of days we must remember that there is still good in the world. Remembering a day like 9/11 should remind us that Life can change in a blink of an eye. It should also be a reminder to us that we must live our lives as if tomorrow will never come.... Smile as often as you can, sing to beautiful songs with all your heart, love fully and completely even if there is fear, Laugh at life's little humor, focus on positive energy, embrace relationships in your life, take a moment to see the beauty that surrounds you every day even in the most unexpected places.....Most of all, thank the good Lord for letting you breath each day. Life is only a temporary Gift...how will you use this blessing that has been given to you? ~Peace and Love always~

Friday, September 10, 2010

Josh Grobans Hidden Away

Do you know what is so amazing about music? Its one of those magical gifts in life that can change a certain mood at any given time. Weather you are feeling happy and wanting to celebrate, or just feeling lonely and want to reflect on your inner thoughts and feelings. The power of music is such a universal feeling that sometimes I think it gets under rated for its purpose. God knows how many times it has changed my way of thinking, and for the better too. Obviously by the picture I posted , this has something to do with Josh Groban. Of course. Any one who knows me knows what a fan of Josh I am. I guess because his music makes me feel things that sometimes I wouldn't normally. Or maybe I would, but listening to his songs just makes it come out of my soul a little easier. Isn't amazing that music can do that? For the soul to reflect on songs that came from another soul is so over powering. It somehow connects me to that other soul. Believe me, this world needs to be connected with each other a little more. What a way to do that through music. Obviously if you cant relate to the song, then it may not touch you.... but that perfect song that does open your heart, open your ears, and open your mind........ that is truly inspirational. Cherish that clarity when it hits you....

Mr Grobans finally has some new music out. Yeah, it took him a while, but hey...its quality over quantity right??? All I can really say is that the song Hidden Away is simply beautiful and very heart warming. Its another one of those romantic Love songs that I so can relate to and again, he found a way to touch my soul....What can I say, I am a sap for Love songs. Yes, I am a chick, but I think us Chickie's have it right when we focus life on Love and not cheap imitations. So to you Mr Groban, thanks for keeping our spirits alive!!!! You Da Man! And for all those better halves, spouses, boyfriends.....no need to roll the eyes again, his music will put your ladies more in the mood....lol. Embrace THAT!!!