Monday, November 16, 2015

Peace to Paris

November 13, 2015 was a horrible day indeed. Not only is Friday the 13th normally associated with bad luck, but it is even more so now because of the attack in Paris. I do not even know how to feel about such a tragedy. Of course I am sad, but I feel more numb then anything. I feel as if this attack was an attack on Freedom. It was an attack on our belief system and our values. It leaves me with so many questions and uncertainty. It doesn't matter who you are, where you live or how much money you have...this attack was against YOU! Against ALL of us! Sure, it happened over seas and far from our home but it effects us just as much, and just as deeply. I still can not understand why people choose to be destructive  rather than to be inspirational.Why do people choose hate over Love? Why is it that it takes such a loss to get people connected? Why do any of us think that our government can even begin to stop evil?  How much can they prevent  when so much of our government is filled with greed and corruption? I frankly don't have much faith that this will ever stop. How can it???

But despite my reluctance to trust our government, I also think we must not stop doing what we love doing in our lives because the evil wants us to all hide in fear.We cannot let the evil forces dictate on how we should live. NEVER! We must keep vigilance in our own journey and be the kind of people that inspires and respects human kindness.We must never let these monsters that want to destroy us see any fear within our souls. If they do, they win. We may not able to trust our government all the time but we can always step up and do more for our communities and for others far away. We must take charge our selves and show that they cant take our freedoms or our peace of minds. Good will always win over the bad and THAT is what we need to show the world. Cowards with guns are just that....COWARDS.

God be with you Paris. I do not know you but I love you. I adore you.  In the end you will be stronger and better than ever before. Don't these cowards know that the more they try to hurt any of us the stronger we get, the more Love we feel ,the closer together we become?

God Bless to all!

Thursday, August 20, 2015

Its a bird, tts a plane, its a chem trail?

So do you ever spend time outside and look up to the sky and see weird cloud formations that look as if someone painted them there? Well there is a good chance someone did. The past few weeks I have noticed airplanes fly constantly over certain areas spraying this cloud like substance into the sky.Yes. I saw the airplanes do this. Most people get them confused with con trails or vaper trails but those disappear within seconds. These don't and they turn into plumes that eventually make the sky cloudy and hazy. What is the purpose? I am not really sure. Block the sun, manipulate the weather.....either way there is a higher purpose for it all. Now I am no scientist,  or biologist, or even pretend to know much of anything but something tells me this is not good for environment. The term of this is called chem trails, or technically they prefer Geo Engineering. Either way it sounds very odd and I have to question the point of all it. Who is doing it? Military? Government? I do not know and I can probably guess they wont admit to doing it. Anyway, next time you are out side and see this weird attention and question what it might possibly be doing to the air you breath. These cloud looking formations are NOT NORMAL. It is funny to me how many people go on with their day as if this was normal. Anyway...just something to ponder when you take your next breath outside.

Thursday, May 14, 2015

Reservoir Fire

   So as my  work time at Medeiros Recreational area is rarely eventful for me, I did however got to witness a fire across the Forebay at San Luis Creek a few days ago. It is really quite a sad site to see  as California is in a major drought and some bozo was either ruthless or careless. I know they are still investigating what caused the fire but you know it was because of a moron.It just had to be.Don't quote me on it though, after all it is just my opinion. The wind was strong that day so lucky for me it was pushing away from my direction. All I can say is good work to the firefighters for putting out the fire somewhat quickly. Also good work on saving the baby fawn that got caught up in the heat. I am proud that our State Park did not burn down. All  I can say to anyone who comes across this blog is please be careful when you drive  on roads, or where you put your cigarettes when they are done.It doesn't take much for things to burn when they are dry.Be responsible..PLEASE. California needs our water for survival and not for careless acts. But in truth, sometimes these fires can sometimes be good as they make things grow. Let us keep our parks growing.....

Friday, May 1, 2015

Music, Stress and happiness........

OK,  so I have posted two pictures that I have recently taken, One is of my iPod of my most recent purchase from one of my favorite singers. The other one is the view from my kiosk at work that I  have been going to since March.  Ok, so they are not the best photos as I don't have a real camera at the moment to make it a  really special blog but it will make my point.What could they possibly have in common? Well let me start  with the second one as it is my place of employment and it is where I spend most of my time.It is the place where for every week since coming back to work that I have spent my evenings at. Because I work evenings so much I have spent  the majority of time not being able to see my kids or my BF. Of course when you work evenings a lot you don't really have much time for anything else anyway, unless you are a party animal and stay up to all hours of the night in which I am not. I certainly feel my age. No laughing please. My birthday is tomorrow so I am feeling a tad old at the moment. The kids are on a day schedule, the BF is on a day schedule so they are gone during the day. I am gone at night. SO at work I have to deal with  not only doing my job, but trying to not stress over how I don't have a life anymore. I  go to work, come home go to bed, get up early, take  kids to school, take a bit of a nap again and then go to work again. That really is basically my life at the moment. I know  there are many that would roll their eyes and tell me to stop complaining. After all I have a job, I get to work at a beautiful lake, see sunsets every night  so how hard do I have it? I know my blessings. I won't doubt that I have them.  Maybe its my age, maybe that I don't sleep well anymore, maybe all the drama crap at work and how unappreciated I feel is making me stressed, but it does happen. Customer Service is a tough job no matter where you do it at. Trying to be upbeat and helpful constantly to strangers is tough at times because there are those times when people are just plain mean and do not understand you are just doing your job.I have been called a bitch a few times this season and my season just started. Yeah, people can be  mean at times.

Anyways, the point of all this stress talk brings me to the picture that I posted first. It is my lovely iPod  that I bring to work with me every day. A long time ago I got into the music of Josh Groban. I have been on quite a few adventures in my years being a fan of his.I have had experiences that I will never forget.Those who know me probably thought I was a bit obsessed with him at some point. In fact I think my parents  thought I was going through a divorce to join the cult of Groban. (FOJG) Although I never thought so but maybe it is one of those lies we just tell ourselves to make us believe we are sane. LOL. I went through a phase that was all about Groban. I must say it got me through a tough time  when I went through my divorce, I don't know, I often think those days happened because it was life's way to help me through those times. Either way, it was a phase and I don't really talk much about him these days.Probably having a BF has transitioned me into that. LOL. After all how many Guys want to talk Groban?  However, this year I  started listening to him again at work and his music is still awesome to listen to. It has helped me relieve some of my stress that i have endured in the last few years. His new CD Stages is out and is fabulous, especially if you like musical theater. Now I maybe listening to him again lately but I probably won't be as obsessed as I once was. LOL I did only say PROBABLY.  I just think it is important to have that one thing that helps you get through stressful times. For me it was music, For others it could be fishing, dancing, painting, reading, nose picking, ...whatever. Life is filled with constant change and often stress is a part of that, It is important to recharge our batteries from time to time or lets face it we go nuts.I have pushed the boundaries on that occasionally and certainly more than I will ever admit to.. I am so grateful for the beautiful music that soothes my soul when I need it. I think the talents of singers like Groban are a gift to the world simply because they make people smile and make people get through moments that are hard to get through otherwise., In today's world when there is so much tension, so much negativity we need more people to bring smiles back. We need to keep joy in our lives so we can be the best person we can be for ourselves and for those that truly matter in our lives.I am grateful for my job, my kids, my BF, my family, my friends, my music....but I do need reminding from time to time, like we all do. But short......Groban music + Stress = happiness.....What is your happiness?

Anyway.......its my day off today and getting ready to start a new shift at work. Yeah...morning times finally. But getting up at 4:30 will now  take some time getting use to....I have to keep telling myself I have a job, I have a happy. LOL anyway, til next time.

Peace and Love

Monday, March 30, 2015

Random Thought to think about.....(Like I really have a life)

Okay so a person is never to small to make a difference but one is also never too small to be a pain in the ass.....just ask the mosquito.. Just a thought for the day before heading to work.......(Okay, wasn't my thought but its interesting to think about)

God Bless this day.....and hopefully wont see any mosquito's at the lake. Although someone did bring me a leach in a bag yesterday. Wasn't that nice?Like what am I suppose to do with a Leach????? LOL....Gotta love life in the great outdoors.

Peace and Love always

Thursday, March 26, 2015


All I can say is that this is the album I am looking forward to next......Nothing gives my ears better pleasure than his music....April cant get here soon enough.

what can I say I am a simple girl with simple pleasures.....I don't ask much from life...just good music.

Monday, March 16, 2015

Beautiful work pictures

all pics by lbrown

       Some random work pictures this season at the lake. Although I  do need a better camera. I so love my job . It is such a blessing to go to work everyday because every day holds another beautiful moment to capture and reflect on. If only everyone could love what they do.The world would be a better place if they did.  Yes, that is a rattlesnake. It was very pissed off. Believe me, I kept my distance and gave it the respect it deserves. 

Til next time, (soon)

Wishing the best for all mankind on this lovely day.

P.S......conserve water please.